May 21st

Don't have much to say. Been busy all day with study. Havn't got as much exercise in as I'd have hoped. Took a proper look in the mirror earlier and I was disgusted with what I saw. I need to up the workout intensity, without question. And really need to start fasting again. I'm not sure if it's really an option while I'm still doing exams, but as soon as they're over I'll start regularly fasting. It really is the only solution. Work yourself to the bone and don't allow yourself to binge. What I'll start classifying as binging is going to have to change too. And 2-4-6-8 starting as of Wednesday or Thursday. i'm not entirely sure yet as my final exam is on Wednesday, and i may need to eat to keep my brain working for the exam....i'll have to wait and see. Waiting no longer that Thursday though.

Not sure what's going with the boy. Getting frustrated with all the secrets and feelings of insignificance. CH was also telling me Rich has a thing for me. Pity he's off to Boston for the summer, fat chance for anything happening there. What was the point in even telling me, honestly. Ugh, having such a shit day. Just can't wait for it to be over