05 January 2013

Jan 5th

I had my last exam for this semester today.  I wish I could say with confidence that I did well in it, or even to have that slight feeling that I may have, but no.  I think it's a given that I've failed (just something else).

I'm so happy right now to be finished up for the next 3 weeks.  I called work after my exam to see what hours I am working this week.  I'm only on 3 nights, so it's giving me loads of time to go to the gym (once it opens again on Monday).  On the days that I'm working I'll go in the morning, because it will take me half the day to get ready and get there on time.

One thing I don't understand about working in a call center, or maybe it's just the one I work for, is why I have to dress up for it.  Business during the week and Business Casual at the weekends.  It's not like I'm going to any meetings or meeting clients or anything.  I'm answering phone calls, and being fucked out of it by majority of the customers.  Um hello, I'm here to help you, so please stop giving out.  I'm not the one who caused your problem, I'm just some girl sitting behind a computer.

I have just one month left in my contract, and I can't wait until it's finished!  This sedentary lifestyle just isn't for me, but considering my qualification as a Personal Trainer, that's hardly surprising.  I need to spend as much of this month  as I can investing in my body.  My house mate Sarah won't be here, so I won't surrounded by her full-of-fat diet, and won't be forced into getting the bi-weekly Chinese fast food either.  This semester, I'm going to spend my days studying or else in the gym until college closes (10pm).  It's not such a big deal because it's just Monday - Thursdays, and on my 'nights off' I'll go see what few friends I have left...  I'll try and figure out what friends I have left.  Top of the list is salvaging what's left between me and the boy.  I know I'm thinking the worst, but I just figure it's better to prepare myself for the heartbreak when he's not around rather than letting him see how much it's destroying me inside.

I love this girl.
She's beautiful, smart (literally top grade student), has almost too many friends to count, and is skinny too (obviously).

04 January 2013

Resolution 2012, check mate :)

I was reading over some posts and I found my New Years Resolution for 2012.

It's was to be confident naked, especially around those who held a place in your heart.

It's kind of funny, because it's almost like I was pushing for me and the boy to get together.

We did, and I was, so ya... I guess that's one 'achievement' checked off the list.

So with this Pole Dancing thought, it's not so much to do it because it's Pole Dancing/Fitness, it's more about getting a flat stomach.

I was there in August, before I came home, and things went downhill from there. 

I know I need to re-adjust my eating again.

Can't be quite as extreme as I was over Summer - don't need the hassle of the disorder rumors

03 January 2013

Pole Fitness - NYR

So I'm only 3 days into the New Year and I've finally decided on my New Years Resolution.

I want to start pole fitness/dancing....what ever you want to call it.

I'm hating my current job, and heard of a position in the fitness studio close to home.

I think it would be pretty cool to be able to teach pole fitness classes there someday (not that I actually have the job ~yet~).

I think it's pretty cool, something that will bring confidence you know.

Plus it's something that will make you slim down and build up your strength - the perfect combo!

02 January 2013



If Mary-Kate and Ashley actually ate even half of the crap that is in front of them in the above picture, would they really be as thin and beautiful as they are??