05 November 2011

Damned if I Do... Damned if I Don't

So what's a girl to do?  There's a particular group of girls in my class (note I'm not referring to them as my friends, they're more friends of friends) who have major issues with my food choices.  As in, anything I eat, they always find some fault with it or with me eating it...or maybe it's just me in general, idk.  And then when I don't eat anything for lunch or breaks in class, they criticize me for not eating anything.  They also bring it up in the middle of classes, like in Health Promotion last week.  WTF?!

I just can't win with these girls.  What's worse is that one of the girls I would normally consider my bestie out of my class mates is right in there with this group...and I really don't know who's side she's on.  She's right in there with them when they're bitching about the food or lack thereof.  It doesn't make any sense to me because when it's just the two of us then, there never seems to be a problem.

So I ask you, what's a girl to do?

Also havn't heard from the boy since last week when he said that all was good after I burnt him...  I wasn't too sure then because it seemed like he was downplaying how serious it was, and I was really upset about it because he's one of my best friends...and I also have the biggest crush on him right now, or should that be 'had'?  I really don't want to loose him as a friend, I need him around because he's so good for spirit.  Don't want to jeopardize it by telling him how I feel, or even by having the crush on him, so it has downsized a bit.  I binged last week after I was talking to him.  I was a total mess at the thought of loosing him.  I fasted most of the rest of the week though, so no real damage was done overall.

I just wish I knew where I stood with him, and with my class.  I guess they just think they're just messing around with me, but I'm not as strong as they think I am and I'm taking it all to heart.  But I guess if it helps me focus of fasting and shifting this weight, then it's ok?

I really just don't know anymore

Christina Ricci



Cheryl Cole

Cheryl Cole
Just look at the difference between Cheryl and that fat lump of a fan of hers.  Ewwwwww!

Cheryl Cole

Cheryl Cole

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