28 October 2011

I don't know why I have friends.

Went out for the college Halloween ball last night.  It was fun.  There was a girl there in the same costume as me. Awkward.  Everyone told me I looked better than she did though, and that made me feel good.  But, they must have been lying, they had to have been.

Em, I really mess up with one of the lads last night.  With P, they guy who I like as more than just a friend, but is seeing another girl (no doubt prettier and thinner than I am).  I brought up that we should have a 3some sometime, and he said that his 'lady' wouldn't be too into it.  Got me thinking that they are becoming that bit more serious.  And then what did I do??

I put a frickin cigarette out on his eyelid!

I literally burnt him, and I'm not too sure if it was out of jealousy or not.  Before I started this post, I didn't know why I did it, or what possessed me to do it...but writing it all down just now...I think I may have actually burned him because I can't be with him.  WTF?!?  Karma's gonna be a bitch getting me back...and I have a job interview today for work at Christmas time in Debenhams.  May as well assume I havn't got that job now anyway, it will be the start of it.

Brought a guy back to mine last night too...just because.  Waste of time.  He couldn't keep it up, the condoms were just falling off, and he would barely look at me after I went down on him.  What the hell?  I guess it's because I'm so revolting, and all that fat just made him want to throw up.  I have 2 pictures of one of my hot girl friends just about my bed...I bet it was her that kept him hard for the time it lasted.

It just proved the point that no guy wants a fat girl.  Fact.

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