Why am I such a failure? At literally everything I do.
It all comes crashing down around me.
Weight wise.......yet again a failure, nothing new there. There's been a lot of drama since college finished, the less said about it the better....but ya, life sucks. The past month has been a series of binges followed by restrictions....with the end result of maintaining weight. Luckily!
I'm done with that though, I'm too far behind to be able to afford food.
Tomorrow's a new start and a new day. Gonna get the ball rolling, got to get the ball rolling. Gonna hit the gym tomorrow, so I will require some food so I'll have the energy to go as hard and as fast as I can. Made the fuck up last week of not eating one of the days I went and I couldn't do as much as I'd planned, which totally sucked.